So many things have happened since the last time that I posted that I don't really know where to start!

I guess I can start by talking a bit about how my non-smoker grandpa died from lung cancer.... and how sad it was for me. I could also talk about how I decided to get back together with the person who tried to give me the greatest gift that one can receive in life. Unfortunately my lack of foresight involving these matters quickly ruined that opportunity and everything associated with it. I definitely have the "Midas touch" when it comes to ruining things that should otherwise be a blessing in my life.

I might tell you about how unstable my life has become, which is saying quite a bit considering how crazy it was before losing my job, becoming homeless and living in a hotel since about the start of October.

I suppose that I might tell you about a lot of things if I felt so inclined, but I probably won't right now because I like to hold things in until I get more grey hair or a new heart problem to worry about.

I will probably go into some details about how horrible of a person I feel like I have become... and about how I thought I was a horrible person before and now how I realize that I wasn't horrible at all before, just misguided.

I have allowed myself to lose focus and become complacent with many of the negative activities around me. Above all else it has become time for some spring cleaning, just a bit early.


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